Love Letter

As exams are approaching, I feel myself becoming overwhelmed with the stress. It is my own fault. I have too much on my mind. I know I should be studying at the moment, however, my mind feels differently. Spiting 100 thoughts per minute, it gives me no time to study. As of now, there is a letter I must write...



Dear C,
I miss you terribly. Where are you? Do you know where I am? I want to run back to you and make everything go back to how it used to be. I know in your mind you feel as if there is nothing wrong. Or, better yet — you have done nothing wrong. But, yes, you are wrong. A person in your position must not act this way. What have I done to receive this cold shoulder of yours? You pop in to say hi, and then disappear longer than the last time. I am afraid of how I may act when I finally see you, almost 3 months later. Why have you let it come to this? Lack of effort. Lack of sincerity. Lack of life. Lack of love — lack of everything. However you may feel, I will always be there for you. I will always be that rock that you have not realized that I already am. I will be there when everybody else runs to their lives and leave you hanging. I will be there. You will never see my back.


Love Always, 
A